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I stay up late and have trouble waking early. I drink strong black coffee. I laugh at the theatre when nobody else does. I'd rather not get out of bed. I prefer watching movies to talking. People cannot detect when I'm joking. I might be invisible. I realise what I might have said or done long after the moment has arisen. I don't think saints are dull. I am rarely bored, but I am sometimes restless. It pleases me to do the right thing if I am able. Ordinary moments read like poetry. I am ordinary. I am not of this world. There is no reason to read this journal. I am indecipherable.

This journal is an exercise to uncover who I am after a hundred years of forgetting. A bold mirror in broad daylight. No apologies.

This is a safe place.